I grew up a small town girl with big time dreams but found happiness in the simplicity of being a mother. I search for shapes in the clouds and look for words in a barn spiders web. I'm team Jacob, team Damon, team Peeta. I live vicariously through SyFy, and write my own alternate endings. I sing through my pain and believe there is a song for every occasion. I dream in color and know that nothing is as simple as black and white. My heart is full of children and my soul with love. I am Miss Hannigan's alter-ego. I'm big but I'm beautiful. I love my PJ'S. My hair's a mess. I wear no make up and am proud of the scares that tell my story. Spike is still my favorite vampire and Oz my favorite werewolf. If I could I'd build my home in the side of a hill; become friends with an Elf. A Dwarf. A Wizard. I enjoy watching life go by from the comfort of my porch. I've drank and I've smoked. I have no regrets. I've loved and lost and loved again and again. Tetris is still the best video game of all time. And yes I did try to push all the colors down on a multicolor ink pen; drank water from the hose; flopped around in the back window of a vehicle like a modern day bobble head; and rolled down a hill so many times I puked. I'm me, and only me... any questions?